《求是》杂志副总编自杀辞世,遗作堪称绝唱

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《求是》副主编朱铁志自缢离世后,这篇短文“如果我死”爆红,值得每个人对生命重新思考。

都说人生是一条生生不息的河流,而我以为那是就整个人类历史而言。

对个体生命来说,生命是短暂而脆弱的。

不论你是荣华富贵,还是穷困潦倒,生命的起点与终点不过咫尺之间。

有道是人生苦短,转眼就是百年。

有人说:“神龟虽寿,犹有竟时”。

生命的长短不过是一道简单的相对论命题,如此说来,需要那么在意长寿与否么?需要在生命的自然延伸中那么在意世俗的评价么?

如果我不得不死于癌症,我请求单位的领导和同事不必为我作无望的救治。

我知道,有些癌症之所以叫做癌症,是因为现代医学暂时还拿它束手无策。

所谓人道主义的救治,本意在延续人的肉体生命,其实无异于延长人的双重的痛苦。

我知道我虽然叫“铁志”,但其实意志很薄弱,很可能经不起癌症的痛苦。

我不想辛苦挣扎一生,到头来再丧失做人的起码尊严,缠绵病榻,身上插满各种管子;

也不想家人为我的生不能、死不得而悲伤难过;

更不想单位为一个已经完全不能生存的人发工资、报药费,增加额外的负担。

我甚至还有一种或许自私的想法,就是不想以肉体的痛苦成全子女的孝道和医生的人道。

病长在我身上,痛苦是自己的,而那些外在的道德评价要以一个病人的痛苦作条件,不是显得有些残酷么?

我的家人、我熟悉的医生,没有一个这样的人。

虽然我们国家至今没有安乐死立法,在我的有生之年也未必能够通过这样的法律,将在可能的范围内尽其所能呼吁这样的法律,并且非常愿意身体力行这样的法律。




         Yesterday cocoon, tomorrow tomorrow. Life is like a play, a joke is like life. Tomorrow is not what we expect. A movie is most afraid of no audience, the most helpless is a unicorn drama. Holding back is always behind the scenes. What people want is the drama at the stage. Still remember Mr. Zhou Xingchi's words about the chicken mother in the moonlight treasure box from Tang Monk and Monkey King at the beginning of his "Big Talk Journey to the West", "You want to? Monkey King, if you want, you can talk. You don't say how do I know what you want? Although you look at me sincerely, you still want to tell me what you want. Do you really want it? " Yes, you don't say how others know you want it. How can I feel your sincerity if you don't look at me? Moreover, it is not related to relatives. Those who have experienced baptism of time are all fond of naive things. It's like being happy and angry with children and wishful words on the surface, innocent and innocent as if it were the best praise in the world, making people happy. Since the people around you can be happy, and they will be satisfied, why do they still think of growing up and making gestures? If you want to say something, you will never say so. Do not blame yourself for what you want to do. If you want to show your talents, you will not be angry or angry. All expectations, in order to coexist with reality, can only be fostered in the heart, which becomes persistence. Once people have persistence, whether they are themselves or the people around them will be unhappy. Life is to be revealed on the surface. All you can see is your entire drama. Life is not meant to be what other people see as themselves. It's just that behind the scenes and in front of the stage coincide. It's as innocent as it is on the outside. It's supposed to be what you really are. It was very pleasant to have a story of Mr. Yang Jiang. "We were so eager for the waves of fate that we finally realized that the most beautiful scenery in life was inner calm and calm. We had hoped so much for recognition from the outside world, but in the end we knew that the world was our own and had nothing to do with others. The world meaning here refers to the spiritual world, which is divorced from the real life, so people can not live only in their own world, so living is equivalent to death. Calm and calm is a height of life. It is perfect to keep a few hours of unhappiness every day. Because life is interlaced, others will intrude into your play, and you will live in others'play. Parents, friends, lovers, colleagues and strangers, they are the audience of your life, intertwined in your life, there will be joys and sorrows, there will be people, joys and sorrows, life. Just like how you deal with people, there will always be people who don't like you. Just like how hard you try to do something, there will still be no gains. Just like how you love someone sadly, he will still be away from your life. You must learn to believe all the misfortunes and learn to recognize all the regrets. Believe in your immaturity, in your bad luck, in your own possession, in all your failures, in someone who doesn't like you, in someone who doesn't care about your feelings at all. Every grief in you will be the reason for every happiness in the future. When you pass through all the unbearable things in the world, you will be able to understand all the nobleness. But don't be surprised, people come and go, some people never say goodbye, some people can't say goodbye, but life, you have your play, he has his play, do not need persistence. As Haruki Murakami said, "my life is mine, and your life is yours. As long as you know what you're looking for, you can live your life according to your own wishes, and no one else has anything to do with you." When all intentions are revealed in life, exposed in the daylight, no matter sad or happy, there is no regret in this life. When you walk with thorns, some people pity you; when you run with blood, some envy you; when you recover, others like you. Life goes into drama, and it rises and falls. Everything is just right. Just one day, when you walk in the crowd, your mind settles down for a moment and you find yourself alive. Live your life well, do not love happiness, do not retain sorrow. If you want to say something, you always say that you are strange to each other. You just want to leave a happy memory. When things are not perfect, you can find it in the song of the years.

即便我做不到“生如夏花之绚烂”,但我期待“死如秋叶之静美”。

如果我死,决不希望别人为我写什么生平事迹之类的东西。

我的生平早已用我的行动写在我生命轨迹上,用我的文字写在我的作品里。

“荣”不因外在材料而多一分,“辱”不因外在评价而少一毫。

乞求高评价,说明缺乏底气,没有自知之明,无异于自取其辱。

假作谦虚状,显得故作姿态、装模作样,也不免贻笑大方。

如果再为被确认是一个“什么工作者”,而不是“什么家”而烦恼,那就更加不堪,更加滑稽可笑,更加叫人不齿。

我知道通常的情形是人之将死,其言也善。




         Yesterday cocoon, tomorrow tomorrow. Life is like a play, a joke is like life. Tomorrow is not what we expect. A movie is most afraid of no audience, the most helpless is a unicorn drama. Holding back is always behind the scenes. What people want is the drama at the stage. Still remember Mr. Zhou Xingchi's words about the chicken mother in the moonlight treasure box from Tang Monk and Monkey King at the beginning of his "Big Talk Journey to the West", "You want to? Monkey King, if you want, you can talk. You don't say how do I know what you want? Although you look at me sincerely, you still want to tell me what you want. Do you really want it? " Yes, you don't say how others know you want it. How can I feel your sincerity if you don't look at me? Moreover, it is not related to relatives. Those who have experienced baptism of time are all fond of naive things. It's like being happy and angry with children and wishful words on the surface, innocent and innocent as if it were the best praise in the world, making people happy. Since the people around you can be happy, and they will be satisfied, why do they still think of growing up and making gestures? If you want to say something, you will never say so. Do not blame yourself for what you want to do. If you want to show your talents, you will not be angry or angry. All expectations, in order to coexist with reality, can only be fostered in the heart, which becomes persistence. Once people have persistence, whether they are themselves or the people around them will be unhappy. Life is to be revealed on the surface. All you can see is your entire drama. Life is not meant to be what other people see as themselves. It's just that behind the scenes and in front of the stage coincide. It's as innocent as it is on the outside. It's supposed to be what you really are. It was very pleasant to have a story of Mr. Yang Jiang. "We were so eager for the waves of fate that we finally realized that the most beautiful scenery in life was inner calm and calm. We had hoped so much for recognition from the outside world, but in the end we knew that the world was our own and had nothing to do with others. The world meaning here refers to the spiritual world, which is divorced from the real life, so people can not live only in their own world, so living is equivalent to death. Calm and calm is a height of life. It is perfect to keep a few hours of unhappiness every day. Because life is interlaced, others will intrude into your play, and you will live in others'play. Parents, friends, lovers, colleagues and strangers, they are the audience of your life, intertwined in your life, there will be joys and sorrows, there will be people, joys and sorrows, life. Just like how you deal with people, there will always be people who don't like you. Just like how hard you try to do something, there will still be no gains. Just like how you love someone sadly, he will still be away from your life. You must learn to believe all the misfortunes and learn to recognize all the regrets. Believe in your immaturity, in your bad luck, in your own possession, in all your failures, in someone who doesn't like you, in someone who doesn't care about your feelings at all. Every grief in you will be the reason for every happiness in the future. When you pass through all the unbearable things in the world, you will be able to understand all the nobleness. But don't be surprised, people come and go, some people never say goodbye, some people can't say goodbye, but life, you have your play, he has his play, do not need persistence. As Haruki Murakami said, "my life is mine, and your life is yours. As long as you know what you're looking for, you can live your life according to your own wishes, and no one else has anything to do with you." When all intentions are revealed in life, exposed in the daylight, no matter sad or happy, there is no regret in this life. When you walk with thorns, some people pity you; when you run with blood, some envy you; when you recover, others like you. Life goes into drama, and it rises and falls. Everything is just right. Just one day, when you walk in the crowd, your mind settles down for a moment and you find yourself alive. Live your life well, do not love happiness, do not retain sorrow. If you want to say something, you always say that you are strange to each other. You just want to leave a happy memory. When things are not perfect, you can find it in the song of the years.

其实我清楚,“也善”的“其言”不只出自将死之人,更是出自单位的人、周围的人,谁会对一个弥留之际的生命吝惜赞美呢。

况且评价越高,说明将死之人弥留的时间越短。

明白这一点,还有什么想不通的?还有什么不能通达一些、超然一些呢?既然生命都将随风而逝,几句好话又何必太当真呢?

假如一个人活到弥留之际还不清楚自己是谁,还要靠外在的评价确认自己,做赞美者赞美的奴隶,做诋毁者诋毁的奴隶,不是非常可怜又可悲么?

别人怎样想使别人的事,我决不想做这样可怜的人。


如果我死,决不希望举办什么追悼会、告别会、追思会一类的会议。

喜欢我的人早把我留在心里,讨厌我的人巴不得我早点儿滚蛋。开那么一个会有什么意思呢?开给谁看呢?

无非是在我毫无生气的脸上涂俗不可耐的胭脂,将我冰冷的尸体装进崭新的西装,然后抬将出来,摆在鲜花丛中。幸运点儿,身上或许还会盖上一面庄严的旗帜。

接下来是我的亲人被悲戚戚地肃立一边,喜欢我和不喜欢我的人鱼贯而入,或真情悼念,或假意悲哀,都要绕着我走一圈儿。

如果我真有灵魂,我会为此感到莫大的不安。

在北京拥堵的街道上,我要为展览自己的尸体耗费同志们起码一个小时的路途时间,还要为瞻仰自己并不英俊的冷脸在耽搁大家起码一个小时的时间。

来来去去,半天就交待了。

一个人的半天是何等宝贵,假如真有那么几十人上百人前来,其损失真可用“巨大”来形容。

朱某终其一生,不愿给任何人添麻烦,何必死了倒来折腾大家呢?

如果我死,决不购买高价骨灰盒,决不定墓碑、墓地之类的玩意儿。

我虽然在学术上毫无造诣,但我毕竟混进最高学府,正儿八经地学过几年哲学,至今还保留着母校颁发的哲学学位证书。




         Yesterday cocoon, tomorrow tomorrow. Life is like a play, a joke is like life. Tomorrow is not what we expect. A movie is most afraid of no audience, the most helpless is a unicorn drama. Holding back is always behind the scenes. What people want is the drama at the stage. Still remember Mr. Zhou Xingchi's words about the chicken mother in the moonlight treasure box from Tang Monk and Monkey King at the beginning of his "Big Talk Journey to the West", "You want to? Monkey King, if you want, you can talk. You don't say how do I know what you want? Although you look at me sincerely, you still want to tell me what you want. Do you really want it? " Yes, you don't say how others know you want it. How can I feel your sincerity if you don't look at me? Moreover, it is not related to relatives. Those who have experienced baptism of time are all fond of naive things. It's like being happy and angry with children and wishful words on the surface, innocent and innocent as if it were the best praise in the world, making people happy. Since the people around you can be happy, and they will be satisfied, why do they still think of growing up and making gestures? If you want to say something, you will never say so. Do not blame yourself for what you want to do. If you want to show your talents, you will not be angry or angry. All expectations, in order to coexist with reality, can only be fostered in the heart, which becomes persistence. Once people have persistence, whether they are themselves or the people around them will be unhappy. Life is to be revealed on the surface. All you can see is your entire drama. Life is not meant to be what other people see as themselves. It's just that behind the scenes and in front of the stage coincide. It's as innocent as it is on the outside. It's supposed to be what you really are. It was very pleasant to have a story of Mr. Yang Jiang. "We were so eager for the waves of fate that we finally realized that the most beautiful scenery in life was inner calm and calm. We had hoped so much for recognition from the outside world, but in the end we knew that the world was our own and had nothing to do with others. The world meaning here refers to the spiritual world, which is divorced from the real life, so people can not live only in their own world, so living is equivalent to death. Calm and calm is a height of life. It is perfect to keep a few hours of unhappiness every day. Because life is interlaced, others will intrude into your play, and you will live in others'play. Parents, friends, lovers, colleagues and strangers, they are the audience of your life, intertwined in your life, there will be joys and sorrows, there will be people, joys and sorrows, life. Just like how you deal with people, there will always be people who don't like you. Just like how hard you try to do something, there will still be no gains. Just like how you love someone sadly, he will still be away from your life. You must learn to believe all the misfortunes and learn to recognize all the regrets. Believe in your immaturity, in your bad luck, in your own possession, in all your failures, in someone who doesn't like you, in someone who doesn't care about your feelings at all. Every grief in you will be the reason for every happiness in the future. When you pass through all the unbearable things in the world, you will be able to understand all the nobleness. But don't be surprised, people come and go, some people never say goodbye, some people can't say goodbye, but life, you have your play, he has his play, do not need persistence. As Haruki Murakami said, "my life is mine, and your life is yours. As long as you know what you're looking for, you can live your life according to your own wishes, and no one else has anything to do with you." When all intentions are revealed in life, exposed in the daylight, no matter sad or happy, there is no regret in this life. When you walk with thorns, some people pity you; when you run with blood, some envy you; when you recover, others like you. Life goes into drama, and it rises and falls. Everything is just right. Just one day, when you walk in the crowd, your mind settles down for a moment and you find yourself alive. Live your life well, do not love happiness, do not retain sorrow. If you want to say something, you always say that you are strange to each other. You just want to leave a happy memory. When things are not perfect, you can find it in the song of the years.

人死如灯灭,生命不复返。

虽说“物质不灭”,但作为生命形态的个人死就死了,转化为别的什么东西,已不是我所能左右和关心的。

既然生命都没了,还在乎那堆骨灰放在什么盒子里干嘛?

不少人一辈子没活明白,有一室的房子时要争两室的,有了两室的又争三室的,一生这样争啊争的,其实最后大家都复归“一室”。

而就这一个小盒子,还要分出宝石、玛瑙、檀木、樟木,抑或普通石料和木材,真是想不开啊。

我死以后,决不保留骨灰,决不把那无聊的东西放在盒子里吓唬孩子。

如果妻儿听我的话,应该先将我所有能用的器官免费捐赠,假如它们能在其他的生命里获得新生,我将感到莫大快慰。




         Yesterday cocoon, tomorrow tomorrow. Life is like a play, a joke is like life. Tomorrow is not what we expect. A movie is most afraid of no audience, the most helpless is a unicorn drama. Holding back is always behind the scenes. What people want is the drama at the stage. Still remember Mr. Zhou Xingchi's words about the chicken mother in the moonlight treasure box from Tang Monk and Monkey King at the beginning of his "Big Talk Journey to the West", "You want to? Monkey King, if you want, you can talk. You don't say how do I know what you want? Although you look at me sincerely, you still want to tell me what you want. Do you really want it? " Yes, you don't say how others know you want it. How can I feel your sincerity if you don't look at me? Moreover, it is not related to relatives. Those who have experienced baptism of time are all fond of naive things. It's like being happy and angry with children and wishful words on the surface, innocent and innocent as if it were the best praise in the world, making people happy. Since the people around you can be happy, and they will be satisfied, why do they still think of growing up and making gestures? If you want to say something, you will never say so. Do not blame yourself for what you want to do. If you want to show your talents, you will not be angry or angry. All expectations, in order to coexist with reality, can only be fostered in the heart, which becomes persistence. Once people have persistence, whether they are themselves or the people around them will be unhappy. Life is to be revealed on the surface. All you can see is your entire drama. Life is not meant to be what other people see as themselves. It's just that behind the scenes and in front of the stage coincide. It's as innocent as it is on the outside. It's supposed to be what you really are. It was very pleasant to have a story of Mr. Yang Jiang. "We were so eager for the waves of fate that we finally realized that the most beautiful scenery in life was inner calm and calm. We had hoped so much for recognition from the outside world, but in the end we knew that the world was our own and had nothing to do with others. The world meaning here refers to the spiritual world, which is divorced from the real life, so people can not live only in their own world, so living is equivalent to death. Calm and calm is a height of life. It is perfect to keep a few hours of unhappiness every day. Because life is interlaced, others will intrude into your play, and you will live in others'play. Parents, friends, lovers, colleagues and strangers, they are the audience of your life, intertwined in your life, there will be joys and sorrows, there will be people, joys and sorrows, life. Just like how you deal with people, there will always be people who don't like you. Just like how hard you try to do something, there will still be no gains. Just like how you love someone sadly, he will still be away from your life. You must learn to believe all the misfortunes and learn to recognize all the regrets. Believe in your immaturity, in your bad luck, in your own possession, in all your failures, in someone who doesn't like you, in someone who doesn't care about your feelings at all. Every grief in you will be the reason for every happiness in the future. When you pass through all the unbearable things in the world, you will be able to understand all the nobleness. But don't be surprised, people come and go, some people never say goodbye, some people can't say goodbye, but life, you have your play, he has his play, do not need persistence. As Haruki Murakami said, "my life is mine, and your life is yours. As long as you know what you're looking for, you can live your life according to your own wishes, and no one else has anything to do with you." When all intentions are revealed in life, exposed in the daylight, no matter sad or happy, there is no regret in this life. When you walk with thorns, some people pity you; when you run with blood, some envy you; when you recover, others like you. Life goes into drama, and it rises and falls. Everything is just right. Just one day, when you walk in the crowd, your mind settles down for a moment and you find yourself alive. Live your life well, do not love happiness, do not retain sorrow. If you want to say something, you always say that you are strange to each other. You just want to leave a happy memory. When things are not perfect, you can find it in the song of the years.

然后应该将我的尸体交给医学院作解剖教学用,假如学生们从我身上能够学到一点有用的知识,我又将感到莫大快慰。

人死还能有一点用处,岂不反证了活着的时候也不是浪费粮食的货?

再接下来就该果断地把我火化,趁热把我的骨灰埋在随便哪颗树下,我的灵魂或许可以随着绿叶升腾到天国去。

既然骨灰都作了肥料,墓地就更没必要了。咱们国家本来地少人多,我就不要跟活人争地盘儿了。

既然连墓地也没整,墓碑就更没必要了,还是留给农民盖房子、砌羊圈吧。

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